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call me crazy but he is an angel to me right now. You might call me another crazed fan; and I might be. But in respect to him, I want to better myself. The more I learn about him, the more I realize about myself, and what a shitty person I am. How one person can have so much motivation and direction is beyond me. We could all learn alot from him, how to respect our body's and love ourselves. There are so many things I want to change about myself and I always tell myself that if I just change these things; I will finally be happy with my life. But I now realize that true happiness comes from with in and I can change things I don't like about myself for the rest of my life but that does not mean I will ever be happy. Just because my life is not where I want it to be, does not mean that I am failing, just that better things were ment for me.